I love to pretend that you love

I know I'm worthless like the rest
And your trust is just a test
I fear what pain will come next
I wish that I cared less

I love to pretend that you love me
That you love me, that you love me
I love to pretend that you fuck me
That you fuck me, that you fuck me

I've been lost in a maze
For about a thousand days
Girl just look me in my face
And tell me I'm okay

Drowning in summer thoughts
Not surprise feeling
Sick to my stomatch for the emotions I hide

I'm such a fucking failure
I wanna die
Rumors about me
They mean less on my pride

I don't wanna go to sleep
Off of making all these track
But I'm about to make scenes
Over getting shitty sounding
Never want a sleep beat

I'm a matches I deserve all of this
Why is this so hard to see..?
Why is this so hard to see.. ? Yeah
Why is this so hard to see..?

I know I'm worthless like the rest
And your trust is just a test
I fear what pain will come next
I wish that I cared less

I love to pretend that you love me
That you love me, that you love me
I love to pretend that you fuck me
That you fuck me, that you fuck me