Edge of a battle

I'm on the edge of the battle
I'm nearly won
I can see ghosts and ruins of all I loved
I don't need you to tell me I'm falling apart
I know I'm hardly the man I was at the start

Search for me
Help me to know I'm not ever-lessened
Just believe
I'm not gone for good and I've learned my lesson

I'm nearly won

I thought that sacrifice was all it took to win
But now I'm left with no strength
and I'm the first to hurt in the end
Where were you when I took my whole life down in flames?
Who am I to point the finger, when I'm to blame

Search for me
Help me to know I'm not ever-lessened
Just believe
I'm not gone for good and I've learned my lesson

I don't wanna die here alone
I'm sorry

I don't wanna die here alone