If only you'd know

Talk of the jester I have been
Talk of the fool given damn about
Talk of attention I did seek
Talk of the lack you shown no regard
To chance that I took
Stakes that I staked
Thoughts in my head
That someway there's maybe
Mask that I wore
Masking what I feel
But truth that I face
Revealing thing is

You don't know me
You don't want me
You don't hear me
No at all
You walk by me
Recognize me
You smear side me
Than just go
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
If only if only if only
If only if only if only
You'd know

Think how embivalent must feel
To not exist seem invisible
Talk of the hurt weight it placed on me
Talk of your careless while I lay marred
Tired of myself
Feeling what I felt
Never saw chance that the
Someday would not be
Can't figure out my head
Or why how I felt
Truth it be told
That can hide the thing is

You don't know me
You don't want me
You don't hear me
No at all
You walk by me
Recognize me
You smear side me
Than just go
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
If only if only if only
If only if only if only
You'd Know

The question could I cause
The question could I pause
To stare the grid straight
Peering through your own eyes
And the moment when I coped
Is is the moment when I stopped
And dealt with this plan mishap of mine

You don't know me
You don't want me
You don't hear me
No at all
You walk by me
Recognize me
You see side me
Than just go
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
And I don't just wanna be just a shadow
If only if only if only
If only if only if only
If only if only if only
If only if only if only
You'd know