Now and forevermore

You want to know something - child
Maybe an impossible answer
I have built some high walls
And I can't break the silence
Now

It's funny, but it's better
To leave the past untouched
Your questions only hurt me
The answers meant too much

And in my ivory tower
Where you can see no light
Are no doors and no windows
To watch the inner fight

You will never understand
How hard it is to speak
Take these dreams
Far away from me
The demons return!
Can't you feel we're not alone
The demons return!

Run and don't look back cause
The demons return
- Thrash

Once I was in a land of hope
And I stood - oh so proud
Once I saw a shiny star
But I found no way out

Tonight -
Tonight it's taking control
Tonight -
Tonight aware of my soul

Now and forevermore
Run from memories
Now and forevermore
But what lies so deep

I can see barbed wires
[Touched my skin - cut and]
I can feel the fear again

The end of terror
Won't end in me
I'm just a victim
Will I be free
I'm sorry
But I must learn to cry

Where are the borders
And where are the marks
Too many years on
The wrong side of love
Forgive me
But I forgot to cry

After all these years
I had to learn to face
The truth now strenght
Must take its place

Now and forevermore
Run from memories
Now and forevermore
But what lies so deep

After all these years
I had to learn to face
The truth now strenght
Must take its place

Now and forevermore
Run from memories
Now and forevermore
But what lies so deep

Now and forevermore
Run from memories
Now and forevermore
But what lies so deep