Towards the light

Dark, cold, that is
some fog around me
I can feel the smells
hear the last bells
And icy wind wraps me up
and gently like the waves rocks my arms
everything disappears
here comes the time of the fears

And all my thoughts line up like soldiers
but in my mind there is no disorder
I'm looking for the might in my hidden life
this is the way towards the light

Dark, stout, that is
some leaves on my feet
I can feel the cold seeping of the stones
the deep cracking of my bones
I hear the noise of my steps
and I think that this trip will never end
every night I'll live it again
inside the forest of my head

The moon is shining on the frozen stream
I touch the ice, it's so keen
the pain and the joy are revealed
I reached the light, I'm able to see

I want to scream and hurl away all the pain
I want to kill

I never saw my life before
no, I won't trick it anymore
Revenge and hate are what I store
the light is dying, I'm waiting for the new dawn