Lead and flesh

Losing self-esteem
By the means of words they say
Dying inside
All hope taken away

Your mind, haunted
By the sins and mistakes
Forgotten, betrayed
Afraid of life’s high stakes

No more remains
Of the future you perceived
Chasing reasons
To justify why you live

Crawling on mud
Blood pouring down your face
Sentenced yourself
Taking your fall from grace

Your head opened and splattered
Brains all over the ground
Lead and flesh come together
Blast with a deafening sound

The haze is cold and comforting
Embracing your soul in dismay
Your fatal decision was taken
As your final decay