Ya ne lyublyu

Second chances are a way of forgiveness.
You take them all and I never stop giving.
It's so obvious that this never got us anywhere.
Now it's clear to me that this isn't meant to be.

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing,
But when you do it's worthless to me.

Push me off the edge one more time again.
How would you feel if I hit the bottom?
Do you dare, do you dare to test the waters?
Let me drown teach me how to swim.
You'd watch me fade before you'd dive in.
You laugh when I hit the ocean floor.

Listen to me. For once I'm begging you to notice
That everything I do means nothing to you.
Are you listening?

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing,
But when you do it's worthless to me.
I'm not supposed to love. I'm not supposed to care.
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there.

The ever inviting depths pulling me down without your help.
Watch from your tower now. (watch from your tower now)
Disgraced by both your starving eyes.
It will be over soon. (it will be over soon)
Uncovering someone, the suffering part of me.
(It will be over soon)

I'm not supposed to love I'm not supposed to care.
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there.

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing,
But when you do it's worthless to me.
I'm not supposed to love. I'm not supposed to care.
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there.