Escape reality

I have lost - my own self
Drug myself - run away
Can't face the reason - can't face the blame
Feeling myself - slipping away
I'm - into reality
No not me - out of reality
Please drug me - fuck my reality
Escape reality
I don't know - what is wrong
Feel my life - killing me
Losing my head - losing control
So I don't see - my reality
I'm - into reality
No not me - out of reality
Please drug me - fuck my reality
Escape reality - fuck my reality
In my head screaming loud
Need something - something hard
Lose myself - once again
Find myself - I run away
Not me
Can't be
Why me
Insanity
Lost in dreams - senseless thought
Drug my mind - So I don't see
Can't stay straight - can't find me
I am lost in my insanity
Not me
Can't be
Why me
Insanity
Escape reality