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And in spite of helping myself
I ruined my life and others.
These intestines of mine
moan when you walk out that door.

I should have devoured you.
I loved every moment with you.
Every fucking word that whimpered out of your mouth.
You didn't see the torment, because of the abuse.

I should have devoured you that night.
I tried to help you,
I tried to fight.
Everything i did you burned with your thoughts.