Go without me

I am trapped in a chair
A lump in my throat
There's a tear on my eyelid
Waiting to tumble

Leave me to me
And leave not a trace
You've the eye of a dog
Caught in the headlights

Leave me behind
A burst of sadness
I'll go to the bathroom
To clean up my mess

Just go without me
(Don't wait around for me)
I am trapped in a chair
I cannot move at all
Filled up with desires
Of remote places

I want to go somewhere
I want to cross seas
But what can I reach
In this placeless race?

I want to go elsewhere
To live and to change
Let's call this off
I'm not cut out for this stuff

Just go without me
(Don't wait around for me)