Allegations

Finally time to wake up
To be born again
Wound myself up to survive the day
I will clean up the mess I've made

Could you wait before you take the simple things that mean to me
I long for resistance its sad that your not hesitant
Could you wait before you take the simple things that mean to me
I cant wait to forget you I get my mess from you

Agitated I created a stagger I made it
Shaking to the noise of arguments
Only hear the voice in my head
Telling me I'm a monster

Accusations fly accross the room
It's a god-damn witch hunt
a killer is on the loose
but which one found his way here today?
now i'm tearing through faces
looking for more than
a poor excuse for humanity
another man born with no soul
a plea bargain to get off with insanity
even then i'll never see home

Keeping it all inside
This time Im not trying to hide
I want to distinguish all that's been dispersed
I don't want to be the one saying my goodbyes
I don't want to feel your god
Where is your god now?

I am not a monster
We create our monsters in this world

Agitated I created a stagger I made it
Shaking to the noise of arguments
Only hear the voice in my head
Telling me I'm a monster

in your eyes i am a monster
a chemical reaction
my heart beats faster

Could you wait before you take the simple things that mean to me
I long for resistance and its sad that you're not hesitant
Could you wait before you take the simple things that mean to me
and I cant wait to forget you, I get my mess from you

Instinct, i am overcome
time strips me of my plans
then everyone will see me
for what i truely am

destructive in my own right
deficits in detail
tailored and then re fashioned
my life is in your hands

destructive in my own right
deficits in detail
tailored and then re fashioned
the falsities of being man