My life

(rap)
The many people, they arent like me at all
And I try to be like them, I try
But our different hearts, I call then scars
And the times when I start to cry and hesitate
Yea, maybe I was the only idiot
The world goes by perfectly well without me
The time is passing and the sighs are increasing
Even if I try to hold on with greed,
If its not mine, I cant have it...

When I look for a number but have no place to call
The thought of me being alone is so sad, I start to cry
I know that every moment that goes by is a dilemna
But sometimes I just crumble down like this

*When the time goes, when we live busily
It will find me someday
If I try to hang out with the people again
It will be another struggling day

(rap)
The wind blows and shakes my hair
Without permission, without conscienceness
It makes me fall into confusion, nothing changed
The wind left. It never told me to wait
You have to understand me, staying at this place
To me, who doesnt have anyplace to lean on, I cant be sad
Everyone is like this. Everyone is alone
In the end, I need to comfort myself

Why am I like this?
It seems like there is no spot for me between my friends
I become depressed by the useless thoughts of neglect
What can I do? Isnt there a person who will value me?
The pity makes the skies grieve

repeat *

I know now. Its not something to be solved if I try to hold on to it
You who left me, you werent satisfied with my love

I dont hope. I dont hold onto anything
Im determined to empty out my heart
So that I can fill it up with the next love and the next times