Heart to focus

Is this the last song I will write
Is this the first time losing a loved one meant staying behind

I only wanted for something more
Never settle in to something that you can't stand for
Be who you are at any cost

Will I ever make it past this
Can I take a chance and hope my heart to focus
You look so lonely, so lonely
You look so lonely, living a lie

I'm better off on the outside
Oh, oh, oh

I made my way though darker nights
I've hid my face from whiter lights but I made it out alive
I made it out alive
Lets say it's all in good time

Will I ever make it past this
Can I take a chance and hope my heart to focus
You look so lonely, so lonely
You look so lonely, living a lie

Oh, oh, oh
Let's say it's all in good time

Did I really make it past this
I fought the night and won, enjoyed it while it lasted
It's not so lonely, so lonely
It's not so lonely living this life
It's not so lonely, so lonely
It's not so lonely living this life

We're all better off on the outside