My beautiful sorrow

Pictures of you just like fading memories.
Lying on the table staring into me.
Try to cope please hold me while I close my eyes.
Throwing wishes hopelessly into your lies.
Can I survive with this burning hate inside.
Always tortured me until I broke down and cried.
Don?t you ever let me try to hold you now.
Let me stay awake in my beautiful sorrow.

So when you crash into my heart,
And you're falling apart.
Let your blood flow like emotions,
Turning red into the ocean.
Your love is melting slowly,
Like its snowing in july.
Your pain will fade surely,
When the heart of the storm dies.

Winters colder when the world just seems so empty.
Summer days so perfect when the sun is shining.
Autumn leaves falling so beautiful on you.
Dying slowly to the thought of love untrue.
Blades of grass cut into your feet until they bleed.
Crashing to the ground you faint until you see.
Nothing you hold means something to you now.
Makes you stay awake in your beautiful sorrow.

So when you crash into my heart,
And you're falling apart.
Let your blood flow like emotions,
Turning red into the ocean.
Your love is melting slowly,
Like its snowing in july.
Your pain will fade surely,
When the heart of the storm dies.

Pain is parallel to love when it is dying.
Nothing compares to the way that you were crying.
Im so sorry for the way that I have hurt you.
Please ignore the foolish things I always do.
Why does love hurt worse than hate when Im awake?
Love is just another feeling that you fake.
A feeling that we never really seem to know.
Makes me stay awake in my beautiful sorrow.

So when you crash into my heart,
And you're falling apart.
Let your blood flow like emotions,
Turning red into the ocean.
Your love is melting slowly,
Like its snowing in july.
Your pain will fade surely,
When the heart of the storm dies