Lighthouse pt2

I'm alone and my hands are shaking
I'm shivering I'm falling
Oh it feels like my life has faded
And death will take me away
I still remember the times of joy
I remember the laughter
Now all that's left is the agony
Is there anyone to help me

Time
A never changing always proceeding time
Couldn't heal the wounds
Over the crime
That keeps on haunting always reminding me
Of my own impossibility

I long, long for the light
I once saw in my life
In a form of man
Dressed all in white
With scars in his hands
Calling me
To the cross

Oh I wish I could be free from my agonies
Oh Lord I've tried but there's no way
Everytime I close my eues I see it crystal clear
This is not the way the things should be
So I'm left here with the question you asked me a
while ago
'Will you let me take of your heavy load?'
Despite my feelings and the whisper in my heart
I think I need just some more time...

Time
A never changing always proceeding time
Couldn't heal the wounds
Over the crime
That keeps on haunting always reminding me
Of my own impossibility

I never thought I could have failed
I just wanted to go my way
Now I can't make it I'm too afraid
I'm too confused to be brave
I'm too abused to be safe
I'm a bit too wasted I think I'm gone

I still see your face
With eyes full of grace
I still hear you calling my name
After all these years
That were filled with fear
Your light hasn't faded
You can make me new
Let me rest in you
You're my shelter and refuge
You're the only truth that the world needs to
know
You're the lighthouse shining in the dark

Yesterday I had a friend
With whom I sailed away
To catch a shooting star
Without knowing it's too far
We passed the waved and through it all
We thought we would survive
I escaped but you lost heart
And it tore me apart

This coffin that I carry
Is the hardest load I've ever had
Although it's not too heavy
It makes me feel so bad
This graveyard seems so misty
It's misty like your life
You had a life of statistics
Never dared to see the light

Is this the final farewell?
Did you go to burning hell?
Or did you see the truth that sets you free?
Is this the final farewell?
I don't know the time will tell
Did you see the truth or did you disagree?

What I wanted to tell you is true
It's not a joke nor a clue
There is a place where there's no cry
No pain No useless try
I only wish that I could meet you there
Is this the final farewell?
I don't know the time will tell
Did you see the truth or did you disagree?