After the suffering

Back and forth like my life depended on building belief withing these walls.
I can sense the horror,
We're paying back for the hurt that you've caused
After the suffering there's no belief left for myself.
Don't tell me there's nowhere left to run, don't tell me there's no way out.

I never believed I could turn this world into a place where there is no hope
Into a place only god can save us
I never believed I could change myself. I put my trust in someone else
Into a place only god can save us.
Now you've earned my fucking trust.

I can't believe you chose yourself than save the life of someone else.
If I were dreaming, I'd still have the chance to wake up.
I can't believe you chose yourself than save the life of someone else.

Oh they know where I'm hiding.
How did they fucking find me?

I never believed I could turn this world into a place where there is no hope
Into a place only god can save us
I never believed I could change myself. I put my trust in someone else
Into a place only god can save us.
Now you've earned my fucking trust.