Void

Remembering that day it took control over me
The void you've left inside is tearing me apart
I'm sick of struggling I'm tired of trying
Dependence is ruining my days

Pain has broken every part of me
On my grieving heart comes a painful sight

It is too late for me to be saved
I can't explain what is happening to me
Prisoner of this addiction
I've let it distort my perception

Cancer or cure, relief has a price
If it kills me, I'm ready to die
I am reckless holding my fears
Lost in sadness drowning in tears

One more time leaving away from past
Sinking in a state of mind that would not last
Those thousand memories I won't forget
Trapped me in this room with my regrets

Another shot until my time escapes
I'm self-destructive
Give me another shot, before I got crazy again
I'm sick of being unable to fight demons in my head
I am tired of looking for those answers

This addiction is ruining my days

Pain has broken every part of me
On my grieving heart comes a painful sight

Cancer or cure, relief has a price
If it kills me, I'm ready to die
I am reckless holding my fears
Lost in sadness drowning in tears

Forever in my blood until we meet again