2 different tears (english)

gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain

so I hate you..
so I love you…
so I hate you…
so I love you…

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life
without you by my side
wakin up with teary eyes,
I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

so I think of all the pain you've given me
try to look at all the damage you've done to me
no matter how hard I try,
I just can't forget it why
I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be

gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain

so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad)

I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean?
do I still want you back in my life?
after all these painful things you've done to me
why is it so hard to realize?

so I think of all the pain you've given me
try to look at all the damage you've done to me
but the harder that I fight,
you come closer in my sight,
and I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~

gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad)

(uh~)
(c'mere boy)
(uh~)

why do I still feel this way
when I know there's nothing left to say
shouldn't be(?) but I loved you in the first place
wanna erase you without a trace
try to tell myself that I need to hate you
with the pain that you put me thorough
but ah…
that's the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try

gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)
after all these years (years, yeah)
tears of joy, tears of pain (pain!)
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad)

gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad)~