Why do i?

10 a.m. -- i know i should be on my way
To places that i thought i'd left behind
Back to where my heart once used to belong
Back to times i thought had come and gone

My mind says: stop, this can't be right, it must be wrong
Better look ahead than turn around
My heart is telling me this time i must go on
I can trust a feeling this strong

Now without no sign or warning
A shot of light, a distant calling
Shakes me - shakes me!
Out of control, into a state of passion

So tell me now
Why do i?
Still change my mind
All the time
Is it a crime?
To believe in what used to be?
So right

Suddenly my mind is working overtime
Recreates the visions from my past
Sends me on a journey back through space and time
Picks me up and lifts me off the ground

Just when i believe it's over
A tiny voice from nowhere reaches
Into my mind - screaming
It's not too late, but it is now or never

So tell me now
Why do i?
Still change my mind
All the time
Is it a crime?
To believe in what used to be?
So right