Internal warfare

Is this the day my life is taken from me
When will it be, when will I be set free

When I try to rise above, you try to pull me down
Demons creep and crawl, infestation and my mind is gone
This isn’t me, I know I’m not this weak.
Gun to my head, turn and aim it at your dome instead

A killing spree of the thoughts that have forsaken me
To drain the life of my mind my only enemy
To cleanse myself of the pain this world has given me
This war is mine, now you will bow to me

Bow to me, face defeat
Suffering is all you seek

Complete desolation, desperation, thoughts of fear
Yearning for salvation, the end is drawing near

Bow to me, face defeat
Suffering is all you seek
Nowhere to hide, you’re out of time
Now you will pay