Dear mom

All this time all I needed was proof
From the ones that I love

All this time I was seeking the truth
Without any results

You never loved me not even once
I hate you so much
When it all came to end you left me by the way

How many reasons do you need
We still struggle this way
So far away far away
How many times do I have to die
For you to wake up
Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break

I count the seconds the minutes too
Eyes wide open
Finally it's all so clear and I see the truth
There was a reason

You never loved me not even once
I hate you so much
Everyone can be a mom
But I ain't your son

How many reasons do you need
We still struggle this way
So far away far away
How many times do I have to die
For you to wake up
Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break

I'm starting to break

You never cared about that life you created
A punishment for a man that you hated
You never stood for the things that you've done
The hate that you felt made you reject your son
You didn't care about the way that he felt
His whole world starting to melt
All this time not for once did you care about your son
It's about you all the time
Dear mom

There is no reason left to stay
We lost it by the way far away far away
And all this time you watched me die
But still you're not awake
I was your son but now I've walked away

I walked away