Angry or sad

Calm down, you don't want them to find out
All this time you've had it wrong
Every hope you harbor, gone
You did this to yourself
Sifting through all the fallen rain
Looking back, try to call my name
All the meaning has gone away and I'm to blame

And on the cold ground
Where you left me, I wrote down
Every time you did me wrong
But I still come up with fault
Tailored for just myself

Can't take back the mistakes I've made
Intentions buried beneath my shame
Oh, despite our excess of promised change
It's all the same
So just calm down, you don't want them to find out

Your actions formed an open sore, left to fester
I won't be bored with anymore of your empty gestures
You locked the door, showed no remorse, left me bleeding
Just like before, lie to ignore my well-being

So what was it that we were hoping for?
You left my insides all over the floor
I know that I'm a burden and a chore
You used to love me, but not anymore
And even though you saved me from the edge
I don't expect you to do it again
Now that I know you're never coming back
Should I be angry or should I be sad?