Marry me

I spiral down the mountain
Sandcastles built in my head
I spiral round confusion
Seeking answers instead
And in my illusion
Echoings of words that you said
I spiral round illusion
Seeking truth instead

Every time I close my eyes
Will you be there for me
Will you care for me
And every time I loose control
I'll wanna let you go
Or will you just let go

I spiral round confusion
Smashed in the box in my head
My childhood perceptions
Echoing everything you did
And in-between illusion
I search for the cracks in the red
And all the lies that drown me
I seek to breathe and I can't find my head

And every time I loose my mind
What will you take in me
What will you break in me
And every time I loose control
I'll wanna let you go
I thought you oughta know

Every time I loose my mind
You'll run away from me
Or will you stay with me
And every time I loose control
You'll walk away from me
Or will you marry me

I spiral down the mountain
Sandcastles built in my head
I spiral round confusion
Seeking answers instead