Wasted away

I fear the sun, I fear the moonlight
I find my days wasting, wasting away
I mourn alone, I live in silence
I find my time wasting, wasting away
The days they pass and years then follow
I see that life's a bitch and then you die
And from my dreams, I will awaken
To find my life has wasted, wasted away

Take me away from here and give me back my life
Put me back at the start and force me to open up my eyes.

My darkened room, I let in daylight
I find the sun blinding to my eyes
A mirrored wall, see my reflection
And a face I can't recognize
The tears I've cried and times that I tried
My energy wasted, wasted away
Cold and scared, weak and angry
Forced to sit feeling myself dying

And I have my regrets, all the things that I couldn't see
For the times that I wept, all the anger inside of me...
For the times that I begged you
To slap me awake