Is it worth it

Im driving all the way back home,
Cause I dont think you want me here anymore,
Weve been through this a thousand times,
And yet it still comes as a surprise,
When every single answer to your question is a goddamn lie.

Is it worth it?

Im telling everyone I know,
All the things I did to make you cry so hard,
If I could take it all away, I wouldnt hesitate to bring you back to me,
But like Ive always heard, lifes not fair even when you think youre prepared.

Is it worth it?

And I dont know whats happening,
Last Ive heard Im losing everything,
Pretend I am the largest city,
Topple every single building,
Whats done is done and Im convinced,
There has to be a point behind this,

But I dont have time to figure it out,
Im waiting for you to take me down.

Im sinking to the ocean floor,
Cause Im not waving my arms anymore,
Down here Ill find some friends, maybe even start again,
And Ill be back youll see.
Cause my lifes not through, nor am I with you,
So well call it even till then.

Is it worth it?

And I dont know whats happening,
Last Ive heard Im losing everything,
Pretend I am the largest city,
Topple every single building,
Whats done is done and Im convinced,
There has to be a point behind this,

But I dont have time to figure it out,
Im waiting for you to take me down.