Mercyful strike

I can't believe
it happened again
the world turns
his back on me
people are making me sick
and i'm getting tired of
people's behavior
depression is coming
i just want to go home

another time
deception knock me down
lie on the ground
with blood in my mouth
i feel weak
to stand up and try again
i won't trust people anymore
they just deceive me
stealing my hope

in this painful endless night
everything is dark
i can't see around
blade and wrist
will be as one
and all the pain
will be gone
depression hit my face
tears brings no solution

i will set feelings aside
i don't want anyone beside
just leave me alone
i'm better alone