Frigid

When you speak to me you’re speaking to an empty shell
I’ve been locked away inside my head, inside of my hell
All this time spent fighting just to stay alive
All these years spent sanity and sleep deprived

Imagine a world so cold that it redefines your winter
A land where hope is lost, and all memories fade away
Imagine a world so dark that you can’t see what’s in front of you
And only getting darker with every step you take

These thoughts exist inside my head
This world it lives inside me
These thoughts exist inside my head
And underneath skin I’ve tried to shed

Never a moment of clarity, no, not for me
It’s getting harder and harder and harder to see
Through the forest of dying trees, was it ever green?
Was it ever green?

Or has this chilling winter never ceased?
This world breaks you piece by piece
It consumes you, no mercy just misery
You’re kicked down, beaten, picked back up again

Just so you can bleed a little more
A stuck pig, bled dry, you don’t even know why you try to survive anymore
This is the world I live in
This is the hell inside my head
One day to walk in my shoes
One hour till you’re wishing you were dead