Before i left you, before i met you

I'm writing down all the reasons
That make me love the way you still smile at me
I'm thinking of all the seasons
That make me love the time you presented me

I don't want you to pretend
That I'm here to be your friend
Cause you know, I'm not that

I'm writing down all the reasons
To make me believe you're still the one
I'm thinking of all the seasons
I spent to gratify the love you gave me and the time you wasted

To make me appreciate all the small things,
All those fake sins, all those empty faces,
all those empty moments

Cause I don't want you to pretend
That I'm here to be your friend
Cause you know, I'm not that