Crossing the rubicon

Maybe i just want to be the same again,
maybe i just have some fears i don't want to come true,
i know that i will die someday, no you cannot stop this no matter how hard you believe, i don't want to die without you, where it splits there was only you, and all was quiet, i will not let my heart die,
i know(why did you have to choose me) i'll die, we're all(i was so young i was so free) so imperfect, i don't(you saw the chance that i could be)
want to die( no words can replace what you did to me that day) without you, ( it's not my fault)
i fear dying without you.