No guilt on new years morning

I guess i couldn't serve that purpose to you,
i guess i couldn't help you forget those things,
i guess i couldn't give you that gratification,
i guess i couldn't give you some warm fixation,
i guess i had more self esteem that,
i guess i had more self esteem than you though,

you want my heart, you want my sympathy, you want my everything, you never gave, you could(you ignored my everything i said) never give half of that back to me,
( you never gave half of that back to me),
NO i won't hold you hand.