It scares the hell out of me

This broken record sings my mistakes on repeat
and all the drinks in the world couldn't make me, cannot make me sleep
and every song i've emptied my soul out into
is using my own words against me
like starving wolves anxious to
chew me up and shit me out without further adieu

it scares the hell out of me
to believe, the bed i've chose
left me no choice to leave
now all the best of the best are deceiving all the rest
and for the life of me i can't deceive myself

these shallow nerves are shaking my heart into fits
and every scar i've denied are draining whats left til they cut off all my flesh
these words from your eyes begin to lie for all the world to see
and now merely bottomless pits until their full of regrets
and are here to retrieve your last ounce of blood and your dignity

it scares the hell out of me
to believe, the bed i've chose
left me no choice to leave
now all the best of the best are deceiving all the rest
and for the life of me i can't deceive myself

it scares the hell out of me
to believe, the bed i've chose
left me no choice
it scares the hell out of me
to believe, the bed i've chose
left me no choice to leave
now all the best of the best are deceiving all the rest
for the life of me i can't deceive myself
for the life of me i can't deceive myself