Letting go

Alone I sit and count sad days they all amount
I don't think that you'll understand just hear me out
Or let me let me be
Do you believe that time will wait for you?
Can you tell me there's something I can do
I've had too much to drink and now its making me think
That I'm too strong to fake it so I'll move on
And turn away
Do you believe that time will wait for you?
Can you tell me there's something I can do
I stand here looking down to afraid to turn around
And face what lies behind me and to afraid of letting go
I'm letting go and falling in
I don't care I'm finally jumping