Better without you

I need to say my life has turned around today. i know im lucky to be here. its been hard but i know im strong. i can survive. its true the pain reminds me too. when we firs met. i thought you were that one for me. the dream too good be to be true. we were young had no real experience. love was still a wild ride. at first it was easy we had so much fun. then when you beat me i knew you were scum. youd scream and youd hurt me and treat me like dirt. and all the im sorry never changed a thing. id never dreamed you could treat someone like this. the broken bones convinced me quick. of course you say you had the right to act this way our love would triumph over all why must i prove that i was abused the evidence is all over me perhaps its true that you were beaten and abused,
The pain is all over you its never right to take it out on someone else and pass it on.
The lie of love is more abuse.
But im much better without you finally rid of you.
The police say i shouldnt feel afraid just testify to end it all.
But they cant know the pain i feel everyday. the beating the rappings the treatment like shit.
Is it really so suprising she cut off his dick.