Even when i hold you, i can't feel you (feat. yesterday)

You said you'd always have my back
I said we're never going back
Fell hard and you held me in your arms
Protect me and never do me harm

Now we're fighting and shit
But you cannot help all this pain that I'm in
Knowing your distant, my heart's feeling this distance
I think I'm better off dead
Can't live with the things that you've said
But even in death
I know I'll never be dead

I saw this coming from a far
She'll say that I'm so insecure
Don't blame me for the love I give
You saved me like a burnt out cigarette
I don't even care what you say
2 Blunts in the back of the lake
Just us, no time in our way
Bring it back to the self centered days
When id be dying just to see your face
Now its like can I take that back?
Like I wrote down something that I hate
Or do you wanna go back to my place?