Casual sabotage

Hiding here in camouflage
But still you want me
You love me, you need me
Call it casual Sabotage
It finishes easy

I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist

Sitting staring at my watch
Up untill this morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head all nuts
And I’ve always been perceiving it

I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist

Burn me down till we’re nothing but enemies
And shut me out till we’re nothing but friends
Burn me down till we’re nothing but enemies
And shut me out till we’re nothing but friends

I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I’m trying get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist
I need to exist
I need to exist