A silent me

I could battle crazy demons
And I drive like I'm from hell
Yet I would run away from how I feel
A million times I try to say
But would rather RUN AWAY
Than to tell you how I really feel
Could U love that silent me
Run away run away run away
That's just me running in the wrong direction
Run away Run away run away
When I should be running straight to you
Run away Run away run away
Only wish you'd run and get me back
Run away run away run away
And I would run with you
And I would run with you
It's a gamble worse than death
I do fear I read you wrong
Do you love me dear
Have I nothing to fear
Rather play Russian roulette
Than to know where your heart lay
A silent you is what I only see
But would you love a silent me?
Dance Dance Dance of truth
shall I say or shall I not
As I search search search for answers
Beyond the depths of your soul