All rambling

All rambling as I be
Now I`m my own enemy
A false promise came back
Turns out to be a lie I keep coming down
I`m losing control as ever
While you`re laughing and saying bye

Here you`re closing the door day by day
At the radio I hear your beating
I see stupid world on T.V.
They`re trying to get me missed
As spinning stars make me remind your name

This even voice quiet steps of void
To the farthest dreamscape
No angel will stop the real storm to come
I ever wanted to get lost in your bed
Ever rambling till to find some escape

For selfish closing in falling hearts of ache
Out there rainboy starves brightness fades
Untouched land by the fountain of joy

God walking away from me
Everlasting sin condemned me
Frozen mother and son wave a goodbye
Free at last

Like you were not a human being you`re laughing
As I cry out please
Souls entwine all rambling
Sun`s fire died I`m not a visionary
"The burden of grief doesn`t relent"
Feel it