Messing me up

It's abusive the way that you think I should always be there for you
But when I needed you the most all I got was selfishness and excuses
I've put you on my highest pedestal, you're the first on my list
And I know that I'm not slightly important, and that you can’t dismiss

I know the way you treat me isn't right, it's mean, I'ts cruel, it's bad
Sometimes I feel like I am ready to explode, I'm just like dynamite
I'm really not into this kind of relations, I'm so unsatisfied
But like Beyoncé said: I’m crazy in love, I'm hopeless to make it right

I really hope you know that you're messing me up
And I'll never let go
I'm not letting you go

When I kiss you soft and tender you say you love me, I need you
We know it's just a game that you play and all I do is lose to you
And when you call me not so sober in the middle of the night
What I do is act like I owe you and here comes your shiny knight