Moral holocaust

I'm lost in spheres of emptiness
Seem to be sea of plenty
I run away from thousand eyes
And turn my thoughts to still

My body, leave me till sometime
Through endless scope
I'll fly Towards my dream that's far ahead
And gives me warmth and light

For what these complicated cells
I sometimes wonder why?
I'm clown with mask of business air
In fact I wish to die

Weakling silly that is me
Thrown to laughing stock
Shivering in fear with tears
Martyred I've found peace

KARMIC PAYMENT
MORAL HOLOCAUST
I DON'T WANT TO PAY THIS PRICE
I DON'T WANT TO BE SCAPEGOAT AT THIS TIME

Don't tell me please your empty words
Don't look at me with indifference
Don't inflame me please within
Thought you were my best friend

Why must my faith be helpless so
Why must my hope be lost
Why must my love be killed off
Stop moral holocaust!

KARMIC PAYMENT
MORAL HOLOCAUST
I DON'T WANT TO PAY THIS PRICE
I DON'T WANT TO BE SCAPEGOAT AT THIS TIME

I think I have lost everything
And everything seems so meaningless & brings so much pain.
Even my recollections dragging my insanity.
Such state of mind can be called "Mental Abyss". I wish no one to be where I have been...