Wish it away

I had pieces to blind my eyes again
They said that I would not feel a thing
How could they do this to me?
Kill me, feeling me, nothing is real to me. I take it back
I'll never be the same again
Living a lie, thinking that I can never be the same
I'll never be the same

None of these pieces can fit the equation
There's nothing left, I had to erase them
I just can't let go so I will let you

Take me higher, just let me feed again
Show me how I can feel like you
How could they do this to me?
Kill me, feeling me, nothing is real to me. I take it back
I'll never be the same again
Living a lie, thinking that I can never be the same
I'll never be the same

Looking back at all the thing in my lufe
I need a little more time so I can make it right
My emotions seem to get the best of me
Losing myself and that's ok
Take back everything I threw away
Infected with sin, will life just fade away?
My emotions seem to get the best of me
But killing myself it's not ok