Day to crawl in darkness

Looking up the sky
Breathing the heavy air
I feel that... today is the day
I never wondered what I have to be
Why me? Am I in need of it?
If I surrender or regret of my sins
Am I safe?
Nothing lasts forever... not even me
My existence was sealed

[pre-chorus]
Fed up of all these futile thoughts
It was just a waste of time
We don't need to fight back against ignorance
It costs more than we can pay

[chorus]
I accept my day to crawl in darkness
With one condition... Without suffering
More than you know we're already dead
Only waiting for the right moment to fall

I can't no longer bare these lies
Words are thrown away without meaning
Voices are heard without any reason
A mist of letters... that the wind blows on my face
May I'm not on the right way or maybe I'm wrong
Punishment and judgement for one cause
Is it cause and effect?

[pre-chorus]
Fed up of all these futile thoughts
It was just a waste of time
We don't need to fight back against ignorance
It costs more than we can pay

[chorus]
I accept my day to crawl in darkness
With one condition... Without suffering
More than you know we're already dead
Only waiting for the right moment to fall

[chorus]
I accept my day to crawl in darkness
With one condition... Without suffering
More than you know we're already dead
Only waiting for the right moment to fall