Natural limitations

Do you - want this game - ... - and know you'll lose
Facing - what you are - and look away - can't face this shit
In this - stone cold embrace - ... - this is too real
My god - this is the truth - I can't accept - but I can't change
All that - you've become - ... - diminished to zero
We are - nothing at all - pretentious thoughts - seem so foolish now
Laying back - to close my eyes - I want to forget
Rest like this - same old, same old - leave me alone
But when I open my eyes there's darkness
And the truth knocking in my head
Natural - limitations
Conscience - Now I can see it
Natural - limitations
How it is - and how it never was
I've never seen an angel, there are no angels
I've never seen a heaven, I can't imagine heaven
A puppet without strings - is all that I can be
For me this is now real, all I can really feel
This truth is most bitter of all
In this - well of tears - I don't know if - I really want to stay
Doubting - all that is - and all that was
All dreams have vanished now, I see no light
A darkened shallow existence, is all there is left
To live by cold reasoning, it's only death I'm really facing
Natural - limitations
Conscience - Now I can see it
Natural - limitations
How it is - and how it never was
Natural - limitations
Conscience - don't want to know
Natural - limitations
How it is
Do I - want this game - ... - while knowing it won't make sense
Within - the deepest fear, Outside - just apathy
Fighting - but I know - ... - it's stronger than me
Fighting - fighting life - ... - it's stronger than me
All my dreams are dead, my sight is blood red
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Natural - limitations
Conscience - Now I can see it
Natural - limitations
How it is - and how it never was
Natural - limitations
Conscience - don't want to know
Natural - limitations
How it is now!