I don't live i don't die

Did i tell you how i, i felt without you
Did i tell you honey, how you made me blue
Days of pain and sorrow, a shame without end
Left me down and out and again, still to no end

Now you come to me, your eyes they shine, they ask me how i am?

I don't live, i don't die, what's this limbo i'm in
A planet erring far from any sun
I synchronize my heartbeat to my oscillating pain
And living without loving's something i am facing every day, each and every day

Trapped in your claws, i was before
Clumsy yearning, my life torn
Moral deceits, i saw your worst
And had to give you the heave-ho

I'm feeling blue, my life is gone
Sparkles of lust in the apathy
How many more times must i say how you suck

I don't live, i don't die, what's this limbo i'm in
A planet erring far from any sun
I synchronize my heartbeat to my oscillating pain
And living without loving's something i am facing every day, each and every day

Oh, and now i don't know why
I'm floating through the sky
And now i wander how
I'm floating across the void
I guess i'm learning
I'm really learning
I'm really learning hard, hard

I don't live, i don't die, what's this limbo i'm in
A planet erring far from any sun
I synchronize my heartbeat to my oscillating pain
Coz livin' without loving's something i am facing every day, each and every day

I'm a mutant in search of eroticism by humans