Seed of essence

Down and down in a downward spiral
The choice never simple and
The jokes of a mind that was freezing inside
A loneliness not to tend to
Like a long time ago
Long time ago
I guess you know

Down and out I got to it again
A habit so hard to break
When all of a sudden a flower popped up
And said to me "come again"
Like I did all along
Just all along
You should have known

It didn't take a lot of time
I was driven crazy yes I lost my mind
Coz all I ever seen was the dream of your love
Yes all I've seen, this dream of you
Around me cynic laughter
To me, ain't nothing new

It's all inside my head, and it keeps on coming back
Coz all I ever seen was the dream of your love
Yes all I've seen, this dream of you
Around me cynic laughter, anything was gloom

Over and over the mountain trails
My heart would be lighter then
So fuck with the story and fuck with the lad
I'm on my own once again
Like a long time ago, as you have known

It's gonna take a little lot o'time
It's all inside my head
Yes all inside my head, but it keeps on coming back
It keeps on coming back
I just can't spend it, all this time thinking of you