Final goodbye

I know your hurt
I know your suffering
But I'll be here
Yes I'll sit by your side

And I won't leave
Until you no longer feel the breeze
Until time for you begins to freeze
I will be right here

I look into your eyes and see the fear
Please don't worry, I am near
Holding your soft hand begins to tremble
There's no words left to say that can reassemble

All we have left is this moment
Is there something you need to tell me before you go
There is something i menat to say but i didnt
And that is I love you, but you already know

A tear rolls down your cheek
You look miserable and pale
And to think that just last week
We almost both prevailed

Your breathing starts to fade as i hold you tight
I cry in desperation, this is our last night

You take a final breath
You whisper three words
This is your death
Go fly with the birds

Sitting there for hours I can't bring myself
To leave you alone in case you come back
I know it won't happen
God, take care of her please
And as I drive home
I think of all our forgotten memories

Your still in my heart, in my soul and in my mind
And I know we'll be together again when its my time

Is that enough to satisfy
No, I need you now
Too hard to say goodbye
So I park my car
And I begin to cry

My nights are restless
My sleep is disturbed
Ever since that incident occured

But I know I need to be strong
And I know I must go on
Even though its hard
And I am mentally scarred

Forget about the times we shared
I wish that I was more prepared
I hope I didnt do any wrong to you

I'm sorry for the times I lied
Sorry that you had to die
I just hope you didnt hold a grudge

And I can't turn back time now
And I can't turn back time now
And I can't turn back time now

I miss you....