Last chance

I swallow it down inside
Shut out so no one can see
Anger will blow my mind
Hate will consume me
I am so tired of life
I don't even want to breathe
So I may take a knife
Shut the door and leave

Once I'm gone I won't come back
It's your last chance to say goodbye
All the feelings that I lack
Mean nothing to me if I die
Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain
It's your last chance to say your sorry
All the feelings that drive me insane
Can't you see what you did to me

Break out from inside this shell
Walk upon my open wound
Torment is life and life is hell
I hope you'll learn that lesson soon
I can't be hear to watch you rise
As I begin my descent
I can see it in your eyes
A look of pure resent

Once I'm gone I won't come back
It's your last chance to say goodbye
All the feelings that I lack
Mean nothing to me if I die
Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain
It's your last chance to say your sorry
All the feelings that drive me insane
Can't you see what you did to me

Hold on to what's left of me
Before I lose it all in vain
There is nothing left to see
There is nothing left to gain
If I hold on any longer
I'm afraid I'll just get worse
So fuck being stronger
There's only one way to lift this curse

Once I'm gone I won't come back
It's your last chance to say goodbye
All the feelings that I lack
Mean nothing to me if I die
Once I'm gone you'll feel the pain
It's your last chance to say your sorry
All the feelings that drive me insane
Can't you see what you did to me