Dead forever

Words are hurting me from deep within
You are pushing nails beneath my skin
Again I'm tainting my body and soul
Abandoned with my heart shaped piece of coal

I don't know how it could get this far
Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive left behind forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out it never felt better

I cannot imagine to live without being numbed
Forgetting my fears and sorrows when I'm drunk
Everything is moving in slow motion
Hurting myself cause my feelings are frozen

I don't know how it could get this far
Drowning the truth seems to heal my scars

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive left behind - forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out it never felt better

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
This blackened heart will never be a part of me again
It's buried alive left behind forced to rest

You won't ever hear that pounding in my chest
It's buried alive left behind forced to rest
I'm escaping to be dead forever
I am so soaked out it never felt better