My own sweet hell

I won't let this happen
Stay the fuck away
I won't let it go

Suffer the same fate
Wasting away till the end
Wake up on the other side
A hot bath and a cold razor-blade
Like a gunshot straight to my face it hits me again
Tie me a rope counting the days
My eyes full of dust full of dirt

Counting my days - will this be the end
Tie me a rope - my mouth full of dust
And a smile made of stone in a melting face

Finally the monster in me has become alive
This monster wears my skin
The devil has taken my soul
I wanna be honest - I have no choice

I have found myself in my own sweet hell
These old wounds won't heal
They will hurt forever - bleed forever
In my own sweet hell I've found myself
My scars will never heal
They will bleed forever hurt forever

Suffer the same fate
Wasting away till the end
Wake up on the other side
A hot bath and a cold razor-blade

All what is left behind is worthless now
Everything I ever loved is ripped apart

Finally the monster in me has become alive
This monster wears my skin
The devil has taken my soul

I wanna be honest

In my own sweet hell I've found myself
My scars will never heal
They will bleed forever hurt forever