Living a lie

I just can't get it
I keep on forgetting
Where I spent last night
I guess I don't regret it
My thoughts are in a fog,
My head is far behind
It's not living a lie
If you're not living at all

I just can't get it
I keep on forgetting
How the last two years
Of my life have been wasted
Golden opportunities
That I could have tasted
It's not living a lie
If you're not living at all

You're setting me up
And I'm taking the fall
You'll hold it over my head
'Cause you've got it all
Keep telling yourself baby
It's not living a lie
If you're not living at all