Lying in the bed i've made

I've been a father to you all
In spite of what you've heard
and for the most part,
I've been a perfect stranger too
In spite of wat you've heard
You've made me painfull aware
Of what you think of me
And for the most part,
O'm starting to believe it true
I put my faith in you

Sorry songs I sing
To amuse myself
I need to hear your voice
Carry all my weight

I've been a lover to the ones
You'd never realize
And for the most part,
I've been a liar all my life
In spite of what you've heard
a centimeter of a man
I measure up to be
And for the most part,
I might be lonely all my life
I'm lying in the bed I've made

Sorry songs I sing
To amuse myself
I need to hear your voice
Carry all my weight
I hope it's not too late,
You're making a mistake